♥It hurts.♥

How suddenly, the one you love tells you…

that the feelings aren’t the same.

At the same time, you’re beginning to see what he saw.

Maybe, stick for awhile to make it work.

But it isn’t easy to fix something,

especially if you’re broken too.

I wish you could hear my heartaches

and realize my importance.

For once.

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Tags: hurt

♥Vacation is near♥

Oh, a very busy day. I was in school this morning up to this afternoon for the clearance. We waited for almost 3 hours to be signed for one professor. Imagine, they don’t think how many of us are outside of his room.
Anyways, something good happened this day, we (Nadine and me) went to the fourth floor of our building to find a good place so we can use the Laptop. The signal was pretty awesome, we even played an online game, using two accounts at the same time and it didn’t disconnected.
So happy for that, I thought it will but it wasn’t.
-christian

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Tags: Arua rose online, love

♥I’m Cute Again♥

I’d been in trauma these days because my face turns ugly and ugly day by day. All my friends recommended me to use anti scar as soon as possible so the scar won’t stay longer. I tried it, and it’s effective, I went to Nadine’s house to play aruarose I saw her, she’s smiling while staring at me and said “Oh ang Pogi mu na ulet ”. Everything for me turns to be alright. I like being notice in a good way even I didn’t do something good.
–Christian

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Tags: cute, love, trauma

♥Hello to everyone!!♥

Hello, my tummy aches since yesterday. I was not able to enjoy my day. I keep on thinking that it isn’t hurt (Mind over matters). I tried to go to the orientation of the SPES (Summer Job for the Students). They make us wait for an hour which was not my real schedule. I wasn’t able to attend because of my chicken pox last week. But though, everything works fine.
Well, I was with her yesterday she’s so thoughtful and caring I love her so much.
–Christian

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Tags: nadine, Sick

♥Foundation Day♥

Yesterday was really an amazing moment for me. We won chocolates in a random game. We just place our lucky number seven and then we won…
We also rode in a caterpillar booth which turned faster every minute. After that we flew up in the sky. Actually were not, we rode at the Ferris wheel and it feels like were flying, that something was throwing us through the heaven; I even thought that what if it becomes stronger? Can we get further? Hahak…
Have a sweet night … Christian

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Tags: Ferris Wheel, Games, love

♥Laugh out Loud♥

Good morning t all!
Have a good day to all. This is really a memorable day for me and I know you know the reason why… Hehe I love you, I haven’t post anything here for a long time but now I will try to keep on updating this blog. I love you and thank you so much… <3

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♥Busy busy busy♥

That hinders us from playing Aruarose!

I long for more vacation and more bonding time with you <3

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♥To nurse a heart♥

Well well, I didn’t update on our 4th anniversary! Haha, I was too sleepy and lazy. So sry. Anyway, we had so much fun and it was great  – we had our tummies filled to the highest level! But anyway, what I really want to share was how my heart has been better than the best condition it could be, after my ex boyfriend left me. It’s because of Christian. He’s sort of a nurse to my broken heart <3 I’m so thankful he’s there. He’s like my best friend, my angel, my older brother – my everything. Yes, my GRANDPA LOL!

I sometimes ask myself why didn’t he just take up nursing. Actually, he wanted to but he claims he couldn’t afford the financial requirements of the course. I imagine him wearing mens surgical scrubs at times and I find it really…I don’t know, CUTE? Haha, it would be so different than the Christian I know. Because of this I’ve been checking out the olive green scrubs I saw online last night and I try so hard to picture him in it.

And right now, I’m still checking out scrubs to buy for him. Haha, oh yeah I might really buy one because I want him to try it on. The nurse of my heart. How about you? Are you a nurse? You should get a cool scrub set! Tsk.

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Tags: 4th anniversary, lazy, scrubs, sleepy

♥Hello world!♥

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♥I miss you♥

I know you’re asleep right now. Sorry for not sleeping when you told me to! I worked on our project and then I couldn’t sleep afterwards even though I was already sleepy.

This domain will be expiring soon too according to Godaddy, but no problems. We’ll be using nadinelovechristian.com instead. You must’ve thought of me as a silly girl for buying that domain. Haha. But I like it that way

Hey, I miss you. Every time I think of how I will be when that day comes. I will be lonely. No more hands to hold, no more Mr. Q to hug and argue with. It..sucks.  Without you everything’s boring, meaningless and lifeless. I would not know what to do. It makes me hate the fact we have to go away. A year or two is already a hundred years to me, and you know that.

I wish something good will happen, something that will bind us together with no disruptions.

I just, miss you more this way

—-Nadine

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Tags: miss you