As for a start, I will no longer use this as a ‘love blog’ and give up both nadinelovechristian.com and christianlovenadine.com since I can save money for domain renewals, I still have yandine.com and besides, Christian is too busy on his own blogs. Might not have a love blog as well, or maybe just some sort of photo blog that has our pictures.

This will be, uhm, I don’t know, still one of my blogs. Believe it or not, I still renewed this domain its using no matter how lifeless it has been. No, we’re not breaking up or what, but it’s just at this time, I need to be practical! Haha! I need to focus, I can’t focus when I have so many blogs. Understand what I mean?

But as a last “love” post, I’ll leave with this memorable sticky note on my desktop that I had since December last year. I plan not to delete it, forever.

Merry Christmas Notes are sweet!

Other than that I will surely need to give up the layout of this blog, once I’m finished with the simple one I plan to make for my other blog I will just edit it and use here. Then this current layout, I’ll use with my old photoblog! Ideas! I have those, why only when at 1am to 4am? LOL.

- Nadine -

-Yanyan

Can you assist me in all my hardships because I get tired to often nowadays unlike before?

Can you watch more movies with me, romance movies or funny movies?

Can you blog here for me because, it feels lonely to be posting on a ‘love blog’ but the only one posting is me?

Can you try not to say “I can’t do it” and try harder until you make it all work and be able to do it?

Will you now give up so easily?

Is it too much to ask my childish favors?

I’m sorry. But you know, even so, I love you.

~ Nadine ~

that the feelings aren’t the same.

At the same time, you’re beginning to see what he saw.

Maybe, stick for awhile to make it work.

But it isn’t easy to fix something,

especially if you’re broken too.

I wish you could hear my heartaches

and realize my importance.

For once.

But dopey me forgot to make a picture of the diary. You see, I made the Spongebob diary Christian gave me our new diary. I wonder what will be written there when I get it I miss having that feeling of being surprised, reading them over and over again and laugh. I should see our old diaries. I will be also working on nadinelovechristian.com soon. I got an idea for it <3

Now what else do I want to say? I love you even if it’s already an old line, I want to tell you how much I love you, like I want to give the moon, the stars and rainbows to you. Hehe Keep safe always, my angel.

Happy Monthsary!

Thank you for making me believe that love stories and fairytales can exist – if you really wanted them to. And for proving, that once in your life there’s someone who will never leave you, despite the anger at times, despite the worthless-ness at times. Thank you for being there, happy monthsary my angel

Well, we already stopped writing on it due to lack of time and since we’re together everyday, unlike before when we were only together 12 hours a day, and sometimes only an hour a day.

Now, we can see each other anytime and we hang out often at my grandma’s to play Aruarose or to do something fun online. Whatever that is.

I miss the old days, but you know, I love present time too

Anyway, get better soon dear angel of mine. I hope you get enough rest! I love you.

Just a short post.