♥It lasted forever♥

Hey hey hey! I exist! Apparently, I haven’t blogged here for almost, a year maybe? From the time I renewed it. LOL. And I still renewed it last December. But I have better plans this time, since I will graduate soon (hopefully) I will take on this blogging career seriously ~ if not, at least, better that my 2 years of junk blogging. LOL. Forgive me for my term pssh.

As for a start, I will no longer use this as a ‘love blog’ and give up both nadinelovechristian.com and christianlovenadine.com since I can save money for domain renewals, I still have yandine.com and besides, Christian is too busy on his own blogs. Might not have a love blog as well, or maybe just some sort of photo blog that has our pictures.

This will be, uhm, I don’t know, still one of my blogs. Believe it or not, I still renewed this domain its using no matter how lifeless it has been. No, we’re not breaking up or what, but it’s just at this time, I need to be practical! Haha! I need to focus, I can’t focus when I have so many blogs. Understand what I mean?

But as a last “love” post, I’ll leave with this memorable sticky note on my desktop that I had since December last year. I plan not to delete it, forever.

Merry Christmas Notes are sweet!

Other than that I will surely need to give up the layout of this blog, once I’m finished with the simple one I plan to make for my other blog I will just edit it and use here. Then this current layout, I’ll use with my old photoblog! Ideas! I have those, why only when at 1am to 4am? LOL.

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Tags: blogs, christian, christianlovenadine.com, christmas notes, december, desktop, layouts, love blog, nadinelovechristian.com, yandine.com

♥Moved =)♥

I moved Angel Pen to my hosting account located in Berkshire. However, my ISP is still not propagating the changes. Good thing there’s OpenDNS though! Quick solution. Now I will find out if my client has been making up lies regarding up time of my hosting here or she’s just pure ignorant. She hasn’t even paid. Agh. Enough about personal things now

- Nadine -

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Tags: berkshire, isp, moved, opendns

♥Sorry :(♥

Sorry. Please don’t be sad every time I’m not with you. Even we’re not together Half of my brain is thinking of you. Don’t get mad at me if I say “I can’t do it” I will still try to do it for you. I may be fool sometimes not knowing what you really want, sorry. I want to make you happy more than anybody else. I Love you, Sorry for the sad times, and every time I’m not there to comfort you which I supposed to do because you are my baby, you’re my hunny and you are everything to me. Sorry for not posting here for a long time, I hope you understand. I love you and Sorry.

-Yanyan

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♥Can I ask you a favor?♥

Can you stay here forever and give more time for me?

Can you assist me in all my hardships because I get tired to often nowadays unlike before?

Can you watch more movies with me, romance movies or funny movies?

Can you blog here for me because, it feels lonely to be posting on a ‘love blog’ but the only one posting is me?

Can you try not to say “I can’t do it” and try harder until you make it all work and be able to do it?

Will you now give up so easily?

Is it too much to ask my childish favors?

I’m sorry. But you know, even so, I love you.

~ Nadine ~

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Tags: favor

♥It hurts.♥

How suddenly, the one you love tells you…

that the feelings aren’t the same.

At the same time, you’re beginning to see what he saw.

Maybe, stick for awhile to make it work.

But it isn’t easy to fix something,

especially if you’re broken too.

I wish you could hear my heartaches

and realize my importance.

For once.

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Tags: hurt

♥We Haz New Diary!!♥

We had 7 diaries before. I think, or 8 x) We used to write on it whenever we couldn’t load, so usually we couldn’t load HAHA! But then I started having an online job so we always got to text each other, then see each other. Eventually, we had less time for our diaries and became lazy.

But dopey me forgot to make a picture of the diary. You see, I made the Spongebob diary Christian gave me our new diary. I wonder what will be written there when I get it I miss having that feeling of being surprised, reading them over and over again and laugh. I should see our old diaries. I will be also working on nadinelovechristian.com soon. I got an idea for it <3

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Tags: diary, Spongebob diary

♥iLoveYou♥

It’s funny to me every time you look at your website again and again – trying to check if someone has dropped by. Hmm, I can’t really blog anything much here lately since we’re always together. But I know I’ll miss having you around when your summer job starts. It will definitely keep us both busy, hhrrnhrrn. I wish we can still play Aruarose.

Now what else do I want to say? I love you even if it’s already an old line, I want to tell you how much I love you, like I want to give the moon, the stars and rainbows to you. Hehe Keep safe always, my angel.

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♥Happy Monthsary!♥

After our fourth year anniversary. All I can say is…

Happy Monthsary!

Thank you for making me believe that love stories and fairytales can exist – if you really wanted them to. And for proving, that once in your life there’s someone who will never leave you, despite the anger at times, despite the worthless-ness at times. Thank you for being there, happy monthsary my angel

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♥We need to blog more here…♥

But I’m seriously out of words. Haha, imagine I have to blog for ten+ blogs, Christian has a blog of his own too as well. I just thought of this blog as before, we used to have our own diary.

Well, we already stopped writing on it due to lack of time and since we’re together everyday, unlike before when we were only together 12 hours a day, and sometimes only an hour a day.

Now, we can see each other anytime and we hang out often at my grandma’s to play Aruarose or to do something fun online. Whatever that is.

I miss the old days, but you know, I love present time too

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Tags: diary, old days

♥Get well soon…♥

My angel and I won domains today from Namecheap! <3 Yayyy! Anyway, that sad part is he’s sick. While he’s sick I should be researching on how to connect to a database with VB .NET but it’s so confusing We also watched Cloudy with a chance of Meatball awhile ago when he was here awhile ago, because I told him my parents and I will be watching at HBO later. Awww.

Anyway, get better soon dear angel of mine. I hope you get enough rest! I love you.

Just a short post.

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Tags: domains from namecheap, get well soon, namecheap contest